a little mark

i went to smk penrissen no.1 to collect data for my fyp. however, i only manage to interview 1 of the respondent while the other 1 i will have to wait til next week.

when i was walking to my car after i'm done, 1 of my students greet me..;)..she said ol of them ( my students of Dahlia class) miss me..;)..wat an honour. i feel glad that i have leave a mark in their school life. i might not leave a deep impact in their learning but at least if they miss me, means i m someone to them..;)

ya..i miss them too. they are my first students and i'm pretty sure that my future students might not be having the same good attitude as them. ooo...can't imagine having to face bitchy students and those students who think that they don't need us, teachers, to teach them.
watever it is, i'm stil thinking hard of wic state i will put in my posting form, Sarawak? Sabah? Labuan? or penang?

1. Sarawak: cos that's wer i live. hope to get the one nearest to my house. hahaha..
2. Sabah: opting for a bit of adventure and a little away from home. but since i'm not a risk taker and adventurous type, so i'm kinda scared that i will be placed away from my frieds. cos having friends around me are stress reliever. i need them.
3. Labuan: i've been there and it's one of the place away from home.
4. Penang: since my hubby is west malaysian and he's going back to taiping after finish studying, so thought wana be wit him over there. but penang is a big city, the students bound to be more daring and have least respect towards teachers. especially newly posted teachers.

i'm not so sure of wer to go mainly bcs i really have no planning for my future, i do not have something that i really wanted to achieve, i do not have a deep passion in something. i love teaching but the thought of becoming a teacher still scare me. it's not the studets that are scared of me, but i'm scared of the students now. hahaha..

i'm so use of living in comfort zone. so a little risk is scary to me. i really do not know which state sud i apply to. any advise?